Tobys cabin

[Jamie D'vart]

He sinks his head onto his knees, which are wrapped in his arms. "No."

[Toby]

"Jamie...you went from sucking me off to trembling.... You're not ok....please just let me in"

[Jamie D'vart]

Jamie stares out over the water. "... you scared me, the first time. And... and it hurt. I didn't like it. Does that make me a bad gay? Because I don't want to bottom for you?"

[Toby]

"I wish you had said something sooner..... I'm sorry Jamie. I never ment to hurt or scare you. I want you to feel safe with me and if that means not having sex then that's ok."

[Jamie D'vart]

Jamie bows his head, fighting back tears. "I wanted to be a g-good Om-mega..."

[Toby]

"Oh baby". Whisper pulling him into,y arms "good omagas aren't just sex toys. The thing that really makes a good omaga is that they have kind nurturing spirits. Jamie you've put your life on the line for my child for y pack. You're so very good. Sex isn't Theo lay way you have value. You have value because you exist

[Jamie D'vart]

"P-promise?"

[Toby]

"Promis." I say holding him tight.

[Jamie D'vart]

To his horror, Jamie finds himself sobbing on Toby's chest -- tears of relief, at least, but man, how embarrassing. 

[Toby]

I hold I'm gently rubbing his back murmerimg soft reassurance

[Jamie D'vart]

Eventually he quiets, rubbing his face on Toby's shirt to dry his tears. "Sorry," he whispers. 

[Toby]

"Don't be." I say stroking his hair "what do you want to do about him?" I ask gently

[Jamie D'vart]

"he needs to die," he whispers. "he won't stop until everyone like me is... broken. Used up."

[Toby]

"Well yah the plan is to kill him but you don't have to be here when i do

[Jamie D'vart]

"I thought... I thought I should do it, because I was the one he hurt but... I've never... Not on purpose."