Movement of the Wilds

[Tova koshack]

"Are you bleeding? No? Then no tuch! Im serios wild im not going to damn you"

[Wylde]

"Oh! Is that all?" Wylde, looking much relieved, grabs a knife from the knife block and casually cuts open the back of her left arm. "There! Now can we cuddle?"

[Tova koshack]

I stare at her in horror before turning and leaving the apartment angry and agast

[Wylde]

"What?!" she calls out. "What did I do?! You said!" 

[Tova koshack]

Why did I ever think this would work? Why did I think a goyashem women could ever understand me? My life my religion my culture? I storm down the stairs and into the street. I take a breath tires stinging my eyes. Then I pull out ,y phone and call the number still saved in my phone. It rings a few times then it's awnsered

"Hello....husband?...... can.....can you come.......can you come get me?"

[Wylde]

Wylde, standing at the top of the stares, chokes back a sob and rushes back into the apartment, slamming the door. She throws herself on the bed, sobbing into her pillow. Please... don't leave me! 

[Tova koshack]

I hea the door slam and turn. I hang up the phone mid sentence "I'm at the-" click - and run back in. Tires streaming down my face. "Wild?" I call in the front room

[Wylde]

Huge, gasping sobs meet her voice from the back bedroom. 

[Tova koshack]

"Wild?" I call again heading to the bed room "what's wrong?"

[Wylde]

"you hate me!" she sobs, barely able to get the words out. 

[Tova koshack]

"I'm mad at you that's not the same!" I say from the door way

[Wylde]

"You'd r-rather go back to h-him!" she sobs, heartbroken. 

[Tova koshack]

"I'd rather live with someone who doesn't mock my beliefs! Let alone mutilate themselves for attention!"

[Wylde]

"you'd rather be abused than live with me! Am I that bad?! What did I DO?! I just wanted to-- I was just trying to-- I just love you so much and I can't imagine life without you!"

[Tova koshack]

"You mocked me! I told you I can't touch you if you're not on your period and you cut yourself!"