Tobys cabin

[Toby]

"Let me talk to her. I'll help her understand. As for the rest of it. Terms almost up. I live up here in the summer with the pack at the lodge there space for you to join us if you want. As for the rest of it we'll figure it out as we go."

[Jamie D'vart]

"...she works for the feds," Jamie says, after a moment. "Please don't hurt her."

[Toby]

"I know. She's updated my papers a few times. It'll be ok Jamie. I promised you I wouldn't hurt your family and I keep my promises."

[Jamie D'vart]

Jamie nods. "She'll probably have had Steve over the whole time," he adds, grimacing. 

[Toby]

"Boyfriend?" I ask

[Jamie D'vart]

"Yeah. I hate the guy."

[Toby]

"He ever hurt you?" I say concerned

[Jamie D'vart]

"What? No, of course not. He's just... I don't know. He watches sports. He thinks art is a waste of time."

[Toby]

I nod settling down "ok so he's a dick got it." I smile "I will say I'm gonna miss waking up next to you every morning. And the kisses" I smile

[Jamie D'vart]

"Yeah," he says, shyly. "I'm sorry I wans't up for more."

[Toby]

"It's ok. We can work up to that when you're ready." I say petting his hair

[Jamie D'vart]

"Is it... always like it was that first time?"

[Toby]

"No.... I lost control that first night and went harder and faster than I should have. It can be if you liked it but it doesn't have to be. I can be gentle if you need me to."

[Jamie D'vart]

"I... I don't know. I don't know what I like or... or what it's like with normal people or... I guess I'll never find out, now."

[Toby]

"Hey it's ok. I'll be gentle and we can try anything you want to try ok?" I say pulling him gently into my arms to comfort him