Tobys cabin

[Jamie D'vart]

He shudders. "I don't want to be... Hard. Like you. But I want to want to be. I think I need to be. You know?"

[Toby]

"I can understand that." I say reaching out gently to touch him "you're a gentle soul. I like that. You balance me out. You can harden yourself without losing that though." I smile gently caressing his face. "Come hunt with me I think you'll learn a lot"

[Jamie D'vart]

"About how people die? I don't...."

[Toby]

"About how they live. Seeing how darkness and light coexist. It might help you see the nuance in yourself

[Jamie D'vart]

"....okay. but can I skip the... The end part?"

[Toby]

" of course just feed first ok?"

[Jamie D'vart]

Jamie makes a face

[Toby]

"You feed on emotion and you need to eat. You don't have to see the torture or anything just pull on him when we take him ok? You need to eat"

[Jamie D'vart]

As if to prove a point, Jamie grabs another sandwich and lays into it 

[Toby]

I chuckle softly "you've got a lot to learn about being a wolf. Like eating enough fir one" I tease. "I'm sure you've got questions so ask"

[Jamie D'vart]

"How do I... You know. Change."

[Toby]

"Well the full moon helps. But being in the presence of your alpha can force the change if I want you too. It's emotion based tho. Strong emotions like love and rage bring your wolf to the surface. You can then shift from there. It'll take practice to shift at will tho. It's somthing you'll work on in pack training."

[Jamie D'vart]

Jamie hesitates. "I don't.... My emotions are less... Volitile than most."

[Toby]

"Neither are mine. But the change still comes with practice"

[Jamie D'vart]

"Will I... Be able to change? If I don't get angry or?"